I am not blogging much at the moment because I am in complete agony. I have had some unbearable pain in my jaw for the last few months. Due to that pain I am constantly on painkillers because I couldnt survive the day without them. I have been at the dentist about 20 times since then and nothing unusual was found. I had my ears and nose checked as well...nothing. Tomorrow I will have a bloodtest done and later in the afternoon I am gonna have a CT done....scary stuff.. I also have to see a neurologist...even more scary. I have done some research and it doesnt look good. No matter know bad it is..I just want to find out WHAT is causing the pain. I cannot work properly, I cant sleep...I cant eat properly. I could cry all day and I am not sure how to sope with it anymore. Its a pain I never experienced before. My whole right jaw it in agony and pulsating. I hope that this is ending soon cause due to all the painkillers I have been taking over the past 3 months I always feel dizzy and am shaking. My head doesnt seem clear anymore and I cannot concentrate at work.....
|my favourite flowers|
|cameo and teacan necklace|
|necklaces....lots of necklaces|
|mousi :) shes so cute|